fadskf;asdf one of those typical nights where I don’t know how I feel and everyone that could help me is totally not around…..
A glimps into my head.
People Say: 1,200 caloriesI Hear: 1,200,000 calories
People Say: Healthy Weight
I Hear: Fat
People Say: 500 calories is so little! That is awful how someone could eat so little!
I Say: I am ashamed that I only eat 500 calories. That is sooo many. I am weak, disgusting, pathetic, with no control. I hate myself.
People Say: Throwing up is disgusting.
I Say: Throwing up is my way of coping. My escape. I have no control over my life. I have no control over how much food I shove down my throat, the least I can control is what I digest. It is gross, it hurts, but it is what I deserve.
Lol, so well stated.
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